| ok now do over |
[15 Nov 2009|01:55am] |
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i have problems accepting critisism from other people
esp from abangku, ehem ehem.
but that has got to change
cos if i can't do that,
then i won't survive working in a company
work on it nura!
anyhoos.
SGH called me in for an interview next week.
wah nervous already.
now gotta get ready my formal wear
that is collecting dust somewhere in my wardrobe
really hope i'll get that job though
i'm the luckiest girl tonight
got the least number of forfeits playing poker
just plain lucky :)
can't wait for chalet next weeek
hurray 4 day work week wahaha
goodnights yaws
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| fire with fire, how? |
[10 Nov 2009|11:16pm] |
i told you that i needed you
but you just left
the problem is,
you don't even know when i need you the most
fire with fire, how?
explode lor
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| why oh why |
[08 Nov 2009|03:48am] |
bejeweled blitz is addictive
i have no idea why i can't stop
even when i'm dead tired
it's ever so tough to stay discipline
to change that bad habit
manage that bad temper
oh so susah
slowly lah, slowly but surely :)
i still don't know what i want to do with my life
so i'm just gonna keep trying new things till i find what i like
i'm only 19 anyway! haha
hafta sit down with a piece of paper
and list down all my goals once again
my mind is too messed up
till i forgot where i was actually going in the first place
i'm ever so lost
and i need to find the road to lead me back to the right path once again
yeah i need to remind myself that once in a while too
well at least i'm sure about one thing
him :)
gdnight world, don't wait on me
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| im just insane |
[03 Nov 2009|12:07pm] |
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climb on 09 has got my whole body aching for 2 days already
but it was a whole lot of fun, of course worth all the pain
next year, imma have earlier breakfast and start earlier
cos i didn't manage to try a lot of walls this year, dang it
can't decide where to climb this friday
promised wayne i'm going sp
but i forgot i have my climbing date with shikin every friday at asia
shooooot.
going picnic this weds, whoopie!
then maybe have dinner somewhere nice.
ah, i foresee a food galore weds, aka fattening day.
zaki won a full-set lunch from gelare the other day
cool, gonna steal his ice-cream
gelare ice-cream is the best, even better than ben & jerry's
oh and i'm craving for dark chocolate, gonna get that today too!
oh no working with chua kx today
means dinner = fruits
or no dinner at all, haha
ok lah chao
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| baby come back |
[23 Oct 2009|12:24am] |
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wow impressive perks they're offering
hah but im still leaving dammit
he's still in phuket now,
msging me once in 2 days
and marc and halil has influenced me
to think he's screwing other girls over there
ahaha thanks eh
was an hour late today
cos i couldnt find a reason to go to work
end up, they told me i can start from 2pm from now on
and when they get the new retail staff,
i'll get my 5-day-work-week
cool or what! now if only i can get them to increase my pay.......
lucky today got my 2 fav people working at lvl 4
su and yongkang
if not for them, i might have killed myself at work today
kk nura, he's not messing around with other girls...
stop messing with my head marc!
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| remind me, remind me |
[18 Oct 2009|02:00am] |
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remember where you come from
remember your roots
remember where you'll end up when you're gone
no use trying to impress anyone in this world but god himself
no use aiming for something you can't bring with you when you're dead
no use living this life to the fullest
when it's not gonna make your afterlife any better
fix this
fix this
change
change
don't be stupid nura
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| it's the raging hormones |
[10 Oct 2009|01:21am] |
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when all else fails,
blame nature, blame the hormones, blame the genes
lost my patience so easily these few days
can't quite find a reason so i shall blame the hormones for this
pms lah
anyhoos
went to climb with my dear shikin and aishah today
climbing and them makes me forget about everything else
and the old times are relived once again
the feeling, priceless..
and i feel even better now
cos i went to jog 4km after that
going johor tmr to visit my long lost uncle
whom i have not talked to for a decade already
and i'm planning to go cameron highlands next month for a getaway
i'm in need of a break and this shall be it
anybody interested?
oh by the way
to shikin,
happy 21st my dearest climbing partner, for now, forever
i know it sucks not getting to spend your pay
so next time we go out, it's on me k :)
stay pretty, stay healthy, till we meet again
love you deeeep deeeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeep
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| what's wrong with me |
[09 Oct 2009|03:58am] |
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god please clear this head of mine
cos there's no way i can go for a run to do so at this hour
sigh, god let me sleep tonight
it drives me nuts not knowing what's keeping me up
oh nura stop glancing at your hp
he's never gonna reply you tonight
oh migraine please go away
this is insane
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| i see it coming already |
[01 Oct 2009|11:53pm] |
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okay nura
time to just look at yourself
and see what's the problem
i feel that i lack alot in language
and melayuku anyhow seh
berita harian boleh nangis interview ku
haha. i had to ask them to translate what i have to say to malay lah
anywayss because of my poor language
i had difficulty in communicating
so the problem is not that i don't care
i do, just that i have difficulty showing it
so first thing to work on: communication!
and secondly,
i should not, SHOULD NOT be too quick to judge
or maybe i'm just envious sighhhh
on a lighter note
i've got $50 voucher on top of a 20% off from la coco hair salon
hmm what shall i do to my hair? cut or perm or dye?
oh oh and i got the HP iPAQ back!
together with my itouch..
woots i'll never get tired of waiting again!
trying to look on the bright side of life. sigh
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| touched deep deeeep |
[22 Sep 2009|01:19am] |
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hari raya this year, i knelt down in front of my parents again
but this year, i shed tears as i asked for forgiveness
i cried this year
cos i realised how much burden i was to them all this while
i cried this year
because i'm thankful for them, and for everything else
i cried
because this year, i'm sincere
like everyone else, i made mistakes
and for that, i wish to seek for forgiveness
from all my friends
for all my wrong doings, my ill-intentions,
my harsh comments, my ill-manners,
anything i said or did
in your face, or behind your backs
that might have hurt you..
from the bottom of my heart
i'm truly sorry
insya-allah, i'll change for the better
syukur alhamdullilah, i'm thankful for everything that i have now
there's always more to ask for, but this is just fine thank you very much
anywayss
salam lebaran to all my muslim friends
nobody's perfect
but making an effort
to improve yourself constantly
will definately make yourself feel good
even better than being perfect
so make an effort this year
to change yourself
and you'll feel the difference
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| it's hellava goooood time |
[19 Sep 2009|03:22pm] |
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i remember typing out an entry last year's raya,
using this laptop, at the exact same place
miles away from home
but it feels so much different
this year i'm spending malam raya in malacca
it's not exactly like going back to kampung
because it's actually a bungalow
with aircon, cable tv and internet..
but i'd rather be here than anywhere else
firstly, i get to actually spend time with my family which is extremely rare back at home
second, i'm really glad to have some time off from life in singapore
and lastly, i get to feel the riang ria
with the raya songs playing in the background
and us getting to play mercuns, das, fireworks and rockets
and let's hope the rockets will fly up tonight
cos yesterday's one was a disaster
it actually exploded on the ground
bells were ringing in my head for a while
and i could actually feel the impact on my skin
maybe that's why it's banned in our country
but it's all gooooood
bring out the kuih raya now!
eh wait, belum magrib la
take care everyone
salam eid mubarak
minta maaf zahir dan batin
till the next time
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| RANTING TIMEEEEE |
[08 Sep 2009|02:26am] |
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hello people
i am here to rant because i cant sleep because of the unfortunate incident yesterday involving a spanner, the 30 metres via ferrata wall and my left hand and now my injured hand is 30% functional. well at least it can still type yay but i still hate it cos it comes with insomnia and now i'm craving for painkillers cos i need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep but nonono more cos i had enough drugs for the past few days thanks to fever sorethroat cough and cold and i still have yet to recover from all that and still gotta work still gotta fast arghh
and now i realised that there's no way for me to climb on weds garhhhh but i've already plan to climb with laila and shikin garhhh i hate the stupid spanner stupid work damn you
okok enough of ranting.
goodnews?
it was 5 inch away from hitting my head
and for that i'm really thankful
and plus we bought a brand new teevee woohoo
and for that i'm broke. haha
oh well i'm getting my pay tmr so woohoo
and one last thing,
waffle tuesday tmr!
goodnight everybodeh
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| gotta love it |
[03 Sep 2009|03:19pm] |
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chua kaixuan said that i'll blog about how much they tortured me at asia yesterday for sure.
after more than a month of not climbing,
yesterday wasn't quite bad actually
except the last part, the what seems like endless conditioning with the girls
wahh rabak, chua kx and bella are hardcore and crazy climbers
and i'm so lagging behind... haha
but was nice to feel the burning sensation again
after not training for ages
satisfaction guaranteed!
yeap, they did torture me
but i love it somehow
kinda reminds me of the old times,
the hardcore training with the guys
and those glory days. haha
and i hope i'll have time to climb more regularly
or maybe whata i need is just discipline.
having sorethroat and flu today
sigh there goes my swensens icecream buffet
ah heck let's break fast with ice cream today woohoo
sayonara
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| we're coping |
[26 Aug 2009|11:59pm] |
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i want to buka with my friends!
anyway this fasting month has been easy
just need to find the time to squeeze prayers in between work
just like zaki, very much adore him for that
celebrating raya in malacca this year
so bring on the fireworks, mercun and what nots :D
work's been pretty hard for the both of us
andy tan we miss you dearly!
but we're still coping
sighh i'm deprived of the good old times
and it's ever so depressing
work's been occupying most of my time
and i can't really change that for now
sighh i'm coping, i'm coping fine
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| please stay, all of you |
[25 Aug 2009|12:22am] |
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i love my jogging companion
my little zen stone
was a gift from my dearest friends for my birthday last year
you guys know who you are
i appreciate it then..
but even more now
those years in poly were the best yet
thanks to you guys
and all i wish for now is, for all of you to stay
each and everyone of you
i'm selfish, i know
but that's how much you guys mean to me
raya this year,
i'm gonna ask for forgiveness
for all the stupid things i did,
my ill manners, my mistakes
my wrong doings, anything i did to hurt anyone
to change all of this
and i'll beg for you guys to stay
you were never my enemy
nobody is and ever will be
peace!
on a lighter note,
i think...
my feelings for him is growing stronger
and i think...
i'm heading the right way
but i think...
you have to wait a little longer
but i know..
that you'll stay :)
selamat berpuasa ya semua
selamat malam!
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| dissapointing |
[21 Aug 2009|12:40am] |
ok i'm dead tired
ankles hurting
back aching like crazy
legs feel like jelly
and i'm dissapointed cos i found out
that i only jogged for 4km two nights ago
sigh. all that pain for just that short distance
maybe i need a jogging buddy
ckx! :D
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| this is life |
[18 Aug 2009|01:16am] |
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up and down, up and down
the two exist as a whole
you can't be either for too long
but these two make up what you call life
the best feeling, of course, is when you reach the highest point
like going through a long pitch dark tunnel
and finally getting to see a light at the end
the feeling of getting out of that tunnel is the feeling i'm getting right now
i may not know what i want in life
but it has never stop me from trying to go forward
i am going forward
i am still learning
stay open, my dear mind
let's continue our journey forward
hang on tight
here comes another roller coaster ride
and i'm all ready
bring it on~
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[12 Aug 2009|01:16am] |
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tmr is off day
but i'm doing one course at asia,
another at sengkang sec
i hope i'll find the energy to go for my shopping spree after that
anyway boy go cut your hair like hazlee please
aha goodnightz peepz
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| i miss flower power |
[08 Aug 2009|12:58am] |
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i miss training hard for bouldering comps
and putting egoistic boys to shame
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| no ney ney |
[05 Aug 2009|03:29am] |
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will be working every single day for this month
thanks to the courses i applied for on my off days
why? hah cos i'm a workaholic.
and money is my motivation
that was then.
now i'm regretting
no off days, no climb
oh well, let's see how well i'll take this
goodnight yaw
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